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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 21:17:07 GMT

My sweetest is in the hospital again, and I feel absolutely terrible about it. I hope I didn't drive him to this, but the fact is I don't know. Would you tell me?
He needed to be in a safe place, and I'm glad he was able to get there, but I still miss him terribly. He told me I'd still be a part of his life after all of this, and that really pleases me, because I never thought it possible for us to just forget each other entirely. Yes, he will move on if he feels that's right, but I still want his friendship. He understands me better than anyone in the entire world.
Now I'm going to look up things on fables and check my bank accounts. Get better, loveydew. I love you.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 02:12:43 GMT

He did it again. This life is over for me. I feel incredibly lost. I will not recover from this because it's what's called a fatal blow. Fuck.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 16:42:53 GMT

Total total total TOTALLY total victory this morning: I'm sitting at the computer and Julie just walked in, and didn't say anything, hahah, what can she say? She never lets me on when she's on! So total victory there. Lol, I wanna get along, I really do, but being a hog can hurt those around you!
I love you, Zach! I don't wanna be sick, nosirbuddy. I wanna be healthy and beautiful and stuff for ya. And I wanna sex you up, boi. Hehe, I'm so silly. I need a shower.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 02:17:34 GMT

I WANT MY PACKAGE! AAAAH!

Monday, June 04, 2007

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:12:44 GMT

My love, it's one of those lounge-about-if-you-dare days, I do believe, and I slept in for an age. For that I feel guilty. However, clearly written in my mental plans is a list of things I can do with my "junk" to clean up the room. I have made a big mess of that which I own. You've kept me busy with, ahem, other ventures, wouldn't you say?
I hope my interview's soon, though I know I'll be nervous. It's one of those things I can be told "now, dear, don't be nervous, it's nothing big, it's really just talking," but I'll still be a bundle of nerves until the whole damn thing's over. I am of a quite nervous disposition, you could say. That's why I take all the pills, yaknow. Blech.
Speaking of pills, I ought to get on that. And speaking of the room, I ought to get onto that, too. They say a woman's work is never done, but neither does yours. Fook.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Wed, 09 May 2007 22:12:43 GMT

SO (yes, every post must start with those two letters) I'm working on my composition. I have the melody down; now I just have to harmonize it. But, you see, I don't remember how to do that. I'll have to do some serious reading for that. I'm just not excited about it. Oh, and then there's the damned solo with 12 friggin' modes! WTF? Seriously, someone, write this for me! I told you I'd pay you, Zach. This is tedious with a capital TEDI.
One good thing that did happen today was that I went to the comic shop. Got the variant cover of Thunderbolts #114. Real good stuff there. And the new Wolverine: Origins. Woot! Good times. And I stayed below $40. Kiss me?
I love you!

Monday, May 07, 2007

Mon, 07 May 2007 17:24:46 GMT

So I got around to revising said paper, yeahyeah, and it wasn't fun. I didn't like the (what I perceived to be) snide comments my prof put on it. I really don't like that class or prof. I'm glad it's over with. I just hate that I have to get a grade, blech.
So I'm thinking of the final thing I have to do academically for this year--my damned jazz composition. It scares me, to be totally honest, and I only hope I'm able to understand the directions well enough to get a good grade on it. Oh yeah, and it had better sound good. Damn, I hate school. I'm very much looking forward to the summer and staying away from academia altogether. And, of course, I'm eager to get in your arms, Zachwy. 23 days now, huh? 22 tonight? I can't wait. I really can't.
COMICS!
I just watched The Royal Tenenbaums. I never realized it was Alec Baldwin who narrated it. That made me happy.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Sun, 06 May 2007 22:55:10 GMT

I had some really great ideas for a post earlier, but they've left me. Dammit. Am I gonna work out? Am I? You MAY find out later! I NEED to revise that paper! Damn!

War on Christmas

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Sat, 05 May 2007 03:03:13 GMT

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Thu, 03 May 2007 22:58:05 GMT

I really like comics. I mean I REALLY LIKE COMICS!!!